I keep seeing “555” on the clock. Angel message: Lots of changes headed my way. I’m in the midst of a lull right now. I am naturally impatient, fast energy-kind-of-person, so this January quiet is a little disheartening. I must be careful not to allow this to trigger my fears and go backwards. Always think forward.
I am realizing that I focus on everyone else’s problems to avoid addressing my own. Yesterday after listening to several people I love tell their dilemmas or problems, I stepped outside myself for a moment. Do I always do this? Want to fix it? Make it all better? Can I just listen? For eight years people have come to me with questions and that is what I do–try to help. Try to find answers. I love doing this, but do I need to do this all the time? When I listen to others’ stories I immediately want to jump in. I get too involved. My guidance asked me, what do you want? And I just felt the quiet, the lull. But under the lull, I heard a tiny voice say, What if what I want doesn’t matter?